This Dark Reflection Cast Aside

I cannot bear it, this hallowed thing
It tears at mind and soul
These things which others cherish dearly
I simply cannot swollow whole
Assailed on all sides by other's light
So bright that I cannot hide
Raging despair that I simply cannot bear-
This dark reflect cast aside

Behold the voice of salvation
Behold the dreaming fool -
Behold all those which do not know
Yet speak as though they do.
Yet then are there any that do?
All things are relative and so I ask -
Are there yet any here that do?
This train of thought does wear me down
So..this dark reflection is cast aside

I cannot bear it, and so must wear it -
This dark reflection I must abide!
The questions keep coming,
with all certainty crumbling,
From this trouble I simply cannot hide!
Is the world full of fools, or is he greater yet -
who bothers not to accept?!
All doubts come raging as an inbound tide -
This dark reflect cannot be cast aside!

The Dark Dream?

Alright, so I decided to post it. **Warning: the following content may creep you out, arouse you, disturb you, make you hunger pancakes, or any or none of the above. You have been warned.

The Dark Dream?
An etheral moan escapes her lips
The demon lays the woman bare
A tremulous gasp fills the midnight air
As tendrils bind arms, breasts, and hair

Its glossy flesh, blacker than void, reflects within her stare
All time is lost as there she lies -
Filled with more than simple despair

Her panting breaths warrant its carress
She begs as it moves within-
A throbbing sensation for the night's darkest celebration
With her rising culmination -
and a screaming exultation
She delights to embrace it again

New Poem

I wrote a new poem the other day. I had this idea as I was walking about..for an experiment of sorts. Three words grew inside my mind... erotic....nightmare...poetry. Sounds horrific yes? Sounds creepy yes? But does it sound...intriguing? I thought so, so I gave it a shot. Heh heh. According to my wife it was simultaneously creepy and oddly arousing. I said to her "yeah..I wanted to write something that was creepy, arousing, and made you feel a little bad about enjoying it." Seems that I succeeded. Now..whether or not to actually post it.

Mm Enchiladas

I made beef enchiladas last night, and i'm having the leftovers for lunch today. It's a newer recipe that I found but it's by far the best enchilada recipe i've ever made.

2 pounds of ground beef 1 white onion, chopped
2 cans of enchilada sauce About 1/2 bunch of chopped cilantro
1 can rotel tomatoes with green chiles
12 8-inch tortillas 6oz mexican crumbling cheese
garlic salt (about 1/4 teaspoon) Vegetable oil (2 tablespoons)

Preheat oven to 350
Mix together the ground beef with the onion, brown the meat. Drain off the grease then mix with the tomatoes, cilantro and garlic salt.

Heat vegetable oil in skillet. Lightly fry one side of tortillas (putting in more oil when necessary), then lay in 9x13 baking dish and fill with meat mixture and cheese. Cover enchiladas with enchilada sauce, then bake for 20-30 minutes.


P.S. If anyone says Yum-O, I kills them!

So it begins

And it has begin, we've gotten into the second week of Aikido training now. We've finally given the white belts enough to do so that we can begin to work on our own training, at least a little. It helps that we get to class about half an hour early, just early enough to run through some of our stuff before hand.

I'm quite rusty, heh. A several week break isn't good for my training. I think that next interim I ought to try to set up a couple out-of-class meetings with some others to continue training. I'm not nearly as rusty as my partner, but it's been about four months for him. Ha. But so far we're doing alright, focusing on our beginning techniques and re-refining the basics for ourselves. Next stop, O waza ju pon.